Damn, it hurts to know that maybe what you have always known from the start might not even be for real. I think we should all think before we do something and how it might affect people who might be important to you.
For example, someone is waiting at home for you then you just somehow want to drink with your friends and you know that that person had been waiting for long and you just happen to remember then call her when she was already anticipating and excited to see you. Then she does the best thing that she could do as your girlfriend, tell you to have fun. Then she looks around at everything she has prepared and she guesses that maybe next time you'd finally show up.
The thing is, you were never like this from the start then you just start doing it because now she's yours, you got her. So the effort just stops there huh? Do you even know how she feels? Then when she's full and she bursts out at you then you just tell her that she is being unreasonable? You don't know how it hurts her and how she cries herself to sleep alone just because you put yourself first. Then she asks herself how did it get here.
You' had promised her, when you were still trying to win her over, that you'd love her even through how broken she is but you don't know that you had just totally broke her to pieces. What an insensitive son of a bitch you are.
I promise you there will be a time where you will wish that you were a better man and a man that she deserved. You will wish that you always let her feel important cause you did have her but totally lost her heart
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