Best Friends, and Real Friends

I'm so sick of fake people. Fake people as in fake friends. You just don't know who they are. Sometimes they're right in front of your fucking face and you're not even aware.

Here you are thinking that they have your back all along and everything's good in the relationship but no. They have a hidden grudge and they keep you close because for some reason they want to make your life a living hell and it is easier to do that when you are within their arm's reach.

And meanwhile, here you are, saying "Oh its okay. We're friends anyway." BULLSHIT! Friends DON'T embarrass friends in front of other people. They should not be the ones to get in your face and point out your flaws even you already saw them.

Fake friends do that and they're horrible. I've got quite an experience with friendship.

I have these friends who rubs it in my face that I'm not good enough, that I'm not pretty enough, that I' m not smart enough. Well, fine. I don't need any of those to be a good person.

I'm always that person that's very loud but when I feel sad or hurt, I won't talk. I will just be silent cause what's the point of telling when they aren't willing to listen anyway.

I also have these friends that would talk like they adore you in front of your face then the moment you turn your back, stories fly everywhere. Things you've never done and things you've never said. The thins is they're so good at twisting whatever you said and they make it sound bad. Really bad.

Then there are those friends who are really sweet and kind to you but the moment when you really really need them, they're gone.

You look around this world and realize that you are alone. ALL ALONE. You can't FULLY trust anybody. The BEST friend that you can have is yourself because people will hurt you whether you like it or not or whether they like it or not, they will hurt you eventually.

I know there are ACTUAL good people out there. This, all, is just my opinion based from my experiences and what I'm going through but for those are actually great friends, hands down to you. hope could find someone like you one day.

So. Best Friends or Real Friends? Choose the real one cause sometimes even your very best friend can turn their backs at you and that is a FACT. The real ones may not be your closest or best friends but you will know if they're real, cause the moment you think that nothing is going right, you look over your shoulder and they're there.