How my life turned for a few days lesser than a week, I can't explain. I don't know if I can say that I'm in love.
Meeting him was serendipity. It wasn't planned. It just so happened. Either we met for a reason or hes a lesson. We weren't really talking much but I did notice his occasional touchy gestures and out of the subject staring. He didn't give me anything to hold on to assume. He was in town for UNIGAMES which was held in my city so players from all over the country from different universities came in town to participate.
His last night came and that was the time that he was making me feel that he does like me. He told me that he was staring at me cause I did capture his attention. I didn't know what to say cause I'm not one for romance but he made me feel different.
Special.
That's how he made me feel.
So we sat there under the stars, holding hands, his head on my lap. We laughed and talked. I wanted THAT. I wanted to stay longer like that but in reality, 1 hour was all we had. I told him that I do feel sad that he's already leaving and he said " Don't make it hard for me to leave. " When he said that, I almost cried. I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to stay so bad but that can't be cause he lives so far from me. He didn't wanna kiss me cause he said he didn't want to have something to hold on to cause it would be so hard for him to leave.
It was hard for me too but we did anyway and that was the time that I knew that I really felt something real.
Short-lived but real.
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